lately i've been wondering
how much of me is there to go around
i've tried to sleep this stress away
but i'm kept awake by the sound
of tears falling from your eyes
fifteen miles away
and that sobbing voice that echoes
through my head for the rest of the day
it seemed to me it'd be quite easy
for you to go on happy without my face
pressed up against yours while sitting
on that park bench, our own special place
we'd watch the world go by
as if we'd already had a try
at this wicked game that we call life
and though i lay here alone tonight
the sight of that picture by the bed
oh it cuts like a knife
and slowly i'm forgetting
all those moments you're regretting
at the time it felt so right
to tell you i hate you with all my might
but as everything comes crashing down to the floor
those words stand sharp and solid as before
and i know it's not your style
to sit back and take a while
to realize if
whether or not walking away would be alright
but if i could find the strength
or go to such a heavy length
to dial your number tonight
i'd ask you many questions
and tell you all i'm feeling
through the awkward silence nearing
the end of the phonecall that night
silly little me
to think it might still be me
you're dreaming of in that bed
but i can tell theirs someone new
by every single word you kept unsaid
now i've decided not to keep on going
and from now to stop showing that i care
and with that comes the end
to an untimely page of words i can't erase
that stay tattooed on the paper
that will forever stay safer in my hands
than at your door
i usually dont read long poems, but i was engaged enough to stay for the whole length. (that's surprising) it's good, it just doesn't seem much like a poem.