Floating in and out of space
I close my eyes to calculate
All the instances in which I feel absurd
Though carried by galactic grace
Not surprising that I’ve found a way
To stumble over everything
A long dark plunge into the blue
The unfamiliarity easily construed
There’s nobody here
Colorful shades of dark, dull, and gray
I’m not down but I’m not up, I’m just around
Hoping, but not anticipating, a change in tune
A lot less willing to be now
If I could pause myself and never again resume
Floating in and out of space
I close my eyes to calculate
All the instances in which I feel absurd