Once again I wait for sleep that I know wont come,
I lay lonesome on my bed crying to no one.
I look at a diary from when my life was good,
When I didn’t think I was ugly and withhold myself from food.
I sit lonely with myself knowing all I want is a shoulder on which I can cry,
Knowing this wont stop hurting until the day I die.
I put on a smile to try to remain sane,
but all I feel deep down is terrible pain.
I can relate to your poems they brought tears in my eyes you are very telented don"t give up on life. TERESA RIFE