Sad and lonely
talking to the dog
laying in bed
sleep alluding
carelessness catching up with me
just makes me more careless
ten minutes and a peck
increase my solitude
loneliness an ache to join the others
life unmaganable
yet others manage
life too demanding
yet others thrive
sad and lonely and not thinkin straight
i wish for oblivion or perfection
knowing the impossibility of both