Sleep eludes me,
yet again,
as I lie here,
immersed in my thoughts
on the ways
and words
of my beloved.
His memory haunts me.
and I see
the piercing green-gold eyes,
the golden tufts of hair,
the thin lips
set in a familiar face
etched on the backs
of my eyelids.
a never leaving cloud,
the sun overhead,
the moon peering in,
my own shadow.
so far away,
yet always here.
he leaves me never.
he hath captured
my heart,
taken over my dreams,
made his mark
on my entire being.
to forget him now
would be to forget myself.
his presence
and touch
seem to linger,
his words
and voice
ring through my mind.
my eyes
seek him
and only him,
they are blind
to all others.
here I lie,
as I sigh,
longing for the hand,
the eyes,
the lips...
I lie in wait
for the face.
so simple
yet complicated
is this thing called
love.
it spares no one,
yet is said to be the greatest feeling.
people seek it their
entire lives
and once it's found they realize
that love is just
a lie...
a beautiful, mystifying lie
we invite,
looking for fairy tale princes,
and sparks and fireworks,
that feeling that everything is
perfect.
but love,
we come to realize,
doesn't exist...
if it did, then why would we fall out of love?
Is it not strong enough
to endure
the tests of time?
love
an emotion so overused,
it has lost all meaning.
love,
a mother and her child.
love,
a young married couple.
love,
an aging couple.
love,
a boy and his dog.
love,
my beloved and I?
beautiful piece ..