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What's my purpose in life....everyone and everything is against me ....

Maybe I'll look back at this and laugh.. Maybe I won't b able to look back at this at all.

At this moment I have got few routes ..friends ...family .. MUSIC .... God knows what I'll do .... In fact it scares me to think about it !
At this point in time I'm just trying to keep a straight head... 
They say my attitude Is awful, if only she knew  the pressure I'm under !  How do I tell her when just thinking about my problems brings tears to my eyes ....I should be bigger than that and that what hurts the most .... It's like having a rope around your neck ...it's stopping me from moving forward....

At one point I had it all a car.. A girlfriend ..MoNey .

Those days seem so far away... But I Know I got myself into this mess in the first place ... I need to dig myself out  ...sometimes I feel that I'm fighting a losing battle ...is this hell ,  hell cant be much worse ?

The ony thing that keeps me going is my family ... If I had no-one Id probably be in prison Or worse !

I am a fighter but this is hard on my own ....

I am strong but my temper is an isaw on my demenor ...it's not as bad as everyone keeps saying ... Do they know what I'm going through ?

Do u know I used to be fun loving and fun to be around ...

One day I pray to be out if this predicament .. But until then I guess I'll just keep fighting ...

If only someone would read this or maybe I don't want anyone to...all I know is if I want my life back i need to change .. All I'm living for is the day when I'm me again !!!