have you ever cried so hard
that ur tears fill the room like an ocean
have u ever hurt so much that ur body starts to bleed
have u ever wanted to die so bad that you did
i talk to u now as a dead man
i seem alive to u because u dont really see me
u see a mirror of what i used to be
but things in my life slowly tore me up
deaths and realizations all made me realize
and i end up everyday paralized
because my mind cannot comprehand
and all i do all day is i contemplate