there is not a day that goes bye
that i wish i would not lie
i tell myself that life will get better
but everyday i seem to get sadder
every week that goes by
i break down inside and cry
i wish i could fly
i wish i could die
i wish i could be everything that i fuckin see
and only now
i realize that life is like a 90 degree turn
u start out young and u end up in an urn
no matter how long or how filling
it dont even matter if ur never willing
death will catch up sooner or later
i just hope life wont become fader
but when i get old i still wanna see
wut life has to bring for me
and everyday i sit and i try
to think of the reasons why not to die
why there is any reason to go on
just to have some silly worthless fun
like we fool ourselves over and over again
this shit just gets old man
so i sit everday just thinkin
just sittin and drinkin
till i cant think no more
and slowly i close the door
another day has ended with sleep
another day where i thought to deep
this shit make me crazy
no i dont like u mizz dazy
i just want to blaze
just take a raze
and cut myself
foreget the welf
just end it all
just throw in the ball
just pretend
my life is at the end
like its all byebye now
and i dont know how
this is all a dream
this is all as it seems
goodbye to the earth
hello to a new birth