i love you so much
i some times hate you
the way you know my so well
and the way tou hole my hand
but toucht my heart
i talk alot but have nothing to say,
yet you hear what i mean through changes in my tone.
you look at my eyes and see my sould
i love you so much
that my heart hurts to be away
i hate you because you understand and no one ever has
but i love you because you understand when no one ever has
i hate what i have been before
but i love what i am with you
i love you so much
that some times i hate you
may because im afraid of paon
afraid that youll leave me alone
one day and ill be lost
im afraid of my feelings
i havent felt this way before
and i love you
but ihate you because im afraid of these feelings,
before i could run
run away but not today
today i face the emotion
today i look at love in face,
shaking the entire time
because im so nervouce
i love you but i hate you but i love you so much more