look at me
look into my eyes
you will find the real me
the one that wants to survive
i want to remain in silence of all my tears
and fears
i want to escape reality thats the reason why i smile
i smile so people cant see me
so people cant see who i really wish to be
no im not happy
nor im sad
im not mad
im just lili
the girl with the smile
the one that wants to smile in the outside
but im also lilian the one that hates
the one thats drugged into the darkness and doesnt know what to do
im lili the happy
im lilian the sad
im lili and lilian i got two personalities cant you see?!
this is not what i wanted
i want to be one
but this double personality is just so hard to stand
im the girl in the happy colors
im the girl in the dark colors
look at me and see who i really am
cause looks may really fool you...