I awoke early this morning having gone to sleep just minutes before.
Something told me it was about to begin, but sadly I closed my eyes to her existence.
I could smell it brewing to the surface. Why would it begin?
Opening my eyes I glance across the headboard to find her laying... shimmering... wanting.
Damn you bitch! Why do you do this to me?
I stare at the ceiling hoping the white would envelope me, and take me to the unknown.
She calls me, "Come over."
I reach over and softly fondle her shiny edge.
I roll back over and bury my face in the feathers.
I scream, "No don't make me do it!"
Clenching my eyes, my jaw closes tightly grinding my teeth to the music of my own heartbeat.
Relaxing I lay face down in the pillow.
It's over. Damn.
...
Quickly I turn, grab her and slide her across my skin.
All that's white becomes crimson and ...
it's all over.
I sigh.
The music comes to a screeching halt.