During the dark of night I stand amongst the shades and specters’ of life and death.
I fear neither shades nor specters’. I have yet to fear life with ups and downs, even death.
Out of the night I have found more about who I am.
I am a being of darkness, yet I live in the light of the world showing my face.
Yet I do not know where I am going or who I am.
I walk through the shades and specters of the night at my own pace.
I feed off there essence.
I feel there sadness of why they are still amongst us.
I feel there pain through there presence.
They are with us, they are who we are, and they are us.
Yet I have yet to feel one, who can see me,
I wait amongst the shadows of humans for my better half.
I wait for a guiding light to shine down and pick me.
I will wait for that guiding angel to show me my other self.
Out of the night I see the flames alight.
Out of the darkness of my heart I feel the warmth.
In the flames I see a person, a woman of beauty setting my eyes alight.
Her face sets my heart a racing with warmth.
She touches the earth with ease and grace.
It’s as if she can see me. In the darkness that surrounds me,
I can see she is strong, passionate, and wise,
I feel others moving in vying for attention of the fire seraph before me.
I know I am unlike her in many ways.
I am a wolf in heart and pride,
I am cold as ice for I have lost most of my feelings for love in so many ways
Why then do I feel like I am even more unlike her, is it my pride?
Moving amongst us now, she walks a way from me,
She takes her time as if conversing with all the specters.
Knowing now that I can never have her with me
I leave this world of mortals to be my own haunting specter.