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Scream
I want to fuckin' scream!
I can't write anything, I'm going insane!
What caused this, who did it?
Why am I only to blame?
Some blind sight, some stupid desire?
Fuck, what was I thinking?
Everything was fine...
Godammit, why me? And why damn something that doesn't matter?
Damn you! You matter, why am I damning you?
You make me want to damn you, because you matter, but you don't want to matter, so why do I want to damn you?
Can't do it... Can't make myself matter, and can't make you not matter...
Damn me is better. Wait, you shouldn't damn something that doesn't matter...
Ohhh, everything's backwards!!!
I don't need this, no one needs this.
I just want to leave, but I can't, for there are others...
All I can do is fucking SCREAM!!!
Actually, this is pretty good. Only now, like, FOUR YEARS later or something... maybe even five years later, I actually look back on this site and what I wrote, and wow... it makes me sad; very, very, very sad. Why? Only because I realize how foolish and naive I was.
SOOO LONG
and so wacked
if i were you i would scream too man
Much Love
Ashley
How weird, I felt just like this last night. good write
bet you pounded REAL hard on the keys while writing that one
*smiles*
i love it though
Everyone has the need to do this sometimes. You just write it well. And you shouldn't damn things that don't matter because that would be a waste of time. This is well written but we have been through this before. What makes you think that you don't matter? You do too me and Ash. We couldn't live the way we do without you. I think your our rational side, we'd be screwed without you. Therefore you do so matter and don't you forget it!
nikki
Nicole.J.Burgesss