Tears in my eyes all day long.
Waiting for your advice to just let go again.
Wishing for peace and beauty and art.
Each day the sun gets blacker.
These friends are my animals.
My family doesn't know who I am.
Completely lost within myself without you.
Those eyes; that heart, once belonged to me.
Surviving the torment; longing for redemption.
I don't care about trivial things.
This brain is all fucked up.
The communication connections are decaying.
Piles of chaos confuse the best of intentions.
Like religious pillers built on vicarious evil.
We don't understand, but continue to worship.
Temperature fluctuations distract from the truth.
Sweating bullets in the cold bleakness.
my wish
God give you miracles today and all days and send you someone
so wonderful he wipes out any past need