I open my mouth and the macabre stories flood out
I try to hold them in with my hands like a dam
but they climb out in the spaces between my fingers
and hang in the air for a solitary moment
everyone stands around with bated breath
burning holes into me with their x-ray eyes
trying to read my expression
as to tell if this is a joke.
(this is a joke right?)
I stand still until everyone loses interest
(for seconds if notcenturies)
Slinking away to draw pictures of the corpse of Lady diana
(to keep away the saints)
I want to show you this, I want to confess this.
But you are just the paparazzi.