what i would say if i hadn't promised myself i'd never speak to you again

THERE IS NOTHING TO FUCKING SAY TO YOU TO MAKE YOU HAPPY

You’re right, I don’t know why I ever thought you could make me happy



I TELL YOU I WILL TRY SO I START WRITING A LITTLE

A little is right, two lines



WHAT DO YOU KNOW, IT’S NOT ENOUGH

Don’t tell me you thought that would be enough for me, do you know me at all?



YOU DECIDE THAT YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO YELL AT ME FOR NOT WRITING ENOUGH

I can yell at you for whatever fucking reason I want to, right or no right.  You yell at me, I yell right back at you



FUCK THAT AND FUCK THIS I AM SO SICK OF YOUR SHIT

Ditto



YOU TELL ME YOU WOULD RATHER ME IGNORE YOU THEN LIE TO YOU

Yep



I IGNORED YOU FOR A WHOLE FUCKING 4 MONTHS AND THAT DIDN'T WORK

It’s 11 months, you’re still doing it



THEN I DECIDED I WAS READY TO START TRYING TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN

Is that what you call trying?



YOU WANT TO JUMP RIGHT IN LIKE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED

I was forcing myself to act like nothing ever happened so that I wouldn’t spend the rest of my life hating you



Too late.

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