i wore a wifebeater
you wore that white shirt with the blue and yellow lines across the front
i was at one end of the bar
and you the other
but my eyes kept finding yours and we'd make those dumb faces
if i can recall this whole scene played out
and still smile when i think of you
then that's something, right?
so why do i keep going back to this one memory?
because it was the first time i felt something that i didn't have to think about first
now
when it's obvious i should let go because you don't care
something about you won't let me
you've become to me
somewhat of a drug
i don't need it, i shouldn't have it
but i want it
because it takes me to a time when i was happy
you've become a drug, don't need it, shouldn't have it, but i want it, because it takes me back to happiness- pretty much how i've felt for the past 10 years, glad to know someone understands, you grasp it better than i ever could.