i don't want to think about the future
or what im doing this weekend
or what i can do to avoid hurting you
or what we are
or how i can make a differnce
or if this is what i want to be doing
or me and you
or you and her
my head
perpetually hurting
because all i ever do is think
all the time
why does no one else's life seem complicated
why is it always me
who's stressed out from life
or in that gray mood that no one understands
i'm sick of slapping on a fake smile
just so i don't have to explain to you
what's wrong with me today
i just feel empty
i guess that's it
it's like a neverending stomachache
because i'm always thinking about
who i must be hurting now
is it ok to be confused
to wonder if we even want this life at all
are we twins??? this is the story of my life right now... who's up for a good cry session? i basically just know and understand everything you are talking about.... and i wish it didn't have to be like this too.