blah

i don't want to think about the future

or what im doing this weekend

or what i can do to avoid hurting you

or what we are

or how i can make a differnce

or if this is what i want to be doing

or me and you

or you and her

my head

perpetually hurting

because all i ever do is think

all the time

why does no one else's life seem complicated

why is it always me

who's stressed out from life

or in that gray mood that no one understands

i'm sick of slapping on a fake smile

just so i don't have to explain to you

what's wrong with me today

i just feel empty

i guess that's it

it's like a neverending stomachache

because i'm always thinking about

who i must be hurting now

is it ok to be confused

to wonder if we even want this life at all

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"i'm dead on the surface, but i'm screaming underneath" -coldplay

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mts's picture

are we twins??? this is the story of my life right now... who's up for a good cry session? i basically just know and understand everything you are talking about.... and i wish it didn't have to be like this too.