i have fears
that i'm too scared to talk about
some have to do with traveling roads
or how it's too late to travel those roads
if something else
is what i'd rather be doing
i'm afraid of getting lost
inside my own brain
or on crowded streets
where no one knows my name, or my face
those strangers can't love me
can't love me with all my insecurities and flaws and weird things that travel the spans of my brain on a nightly basis
that man on the street
i'll make him wonder why he ever got entangled in the complicated web that is unfortunately me
powerful... i like it a lot.