you have a life
i'm that silly girl who wants what she can't have
i was just a game
i want to keep playing though
you are ready to move on to bigger and better things
it's funny
how i look at you now
i wish things were the same as before
they're not
but i won't believe till you tell me
till you tell me to stop
it's over
how did we used to joke?
you're serious
i'm left in my juvenile college lurch
so what?
can't you find in me
what you once saw
i dare you to look again
you talk about yourself
i don't care
i listen so intently i almost fall out of my chair
as each words drawls
just waiting
to hear one word that may affect me
may raise my level of importance to you
from here
to here
you seemed so free then
now it's uptight
no fun no games
just business
and straight faces
and sidelong glances
that are a secret to everyone but me
do you look at me
am i just another face in the room?
do you see me
as you did?
oh jac.