Hiding Behind Words

i wish i could

step out from behind my words

and tell people what i really think

what i really feel

but then i would be

hated my some

looked down on by others

if i had the guts to tell you what i really think

i wouldn't lay in my bed at night worrying what to say next

if i had the guts to always let people know when the things they say hurt my feelings

then i wouldn't spend days afterward thinking about it

if i had the guts to tell you right then

then i wouldn't have to look away and hide tears

if i had the guts to do what I wanted

then most everyone would hate me

if i had the guts to just walk away

then i wouldn't have stuck around so long

if i had the guts to bitch and complain

no one would want to be around me

if i had the guts to do any of this

none of these poems would be written in the first place

Author's Notes/Comments: 

al's poem inspired this one

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Allison Carr's picture

kiddo, while you and i both agree that this whole hiding behind the poetry thing sucks a big one, you've gotta admit, like you say, "if i had the guts, none of these poems would have been written in the first place." i guess that's the tradeoff--such is the dichotomy/duality of life i guess. i dig your poem

joslin's picture

why would people hate you?