i was so mad
so hurt
i never thought you could act the way you did
you see nothing wrong with it
just like always
but it made me so sad
because i convinced myself that you didn't have the capacity to make me feel that way
and i lied to myself
because you were able to
maybe i'm naive
i really don't know
part of me wants to overlook it
the other part of me never wants to let it go
because then the situation is forgotten
downplayed
until it happens again
and i pull and tug on you
yell to get your attention
but you don't feel or hear me
and i will walk away just like the first time
but maybe this time
i won't come back
i love the truthfulness to this poem, and how clear the words seem to flow and create such a beautiful piece