If she's not afraid
why should I be?
Because I'm far away and I can't be near her
the way I feel I should be
I know love and support can be felt over a distance
but it's not how I want to help her
It could be nothing
It could be everything
I'm preparing for the worst
even though she's not
because this is the only way I can deal with my fear
I want to pretend it's not sitting in the back of my head
but it is
i like this