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Not That Strong
I can't climb out of this hole...I'm not that strong...I thought I could see myself nearing the top...until I found myself at the bottom again...It's so hard...to not show it...to not want people to see that you are upset...because no one has time for that...least of all the one you want to care the most...I keep trying to desperately claw my way out...but it's too hard...I'm too tired...I don't want to keep trying...Right now giving up looks like the easiest thing...I don't want to...but I'm not that strong...I wish that nothing affected me...but it does...and so strongly...and why does no one else have to deal with this...why is it the weak ones that get dealt this crap...the hardest thing is to choke back tears for hours straight...so no one will see how upset you really are...it's quite a feat really...after awhile no one notices...and you might as well cry anyway...I wish I could stop feeling this way...but I'm not that strong...
