alone
a pain
that no one seems to get
but me
don't want to admit how far I might go
to be free
ponder, but don't act
because i'd miss the world I hate
not the hurt, pain, sadness, anger
but you
only one to see
had to let it all go
couldn't hold it anymore
couldn't hold that smile on a face
that wouldn't let the pain show
until I wanted to
because I needed to
don't want to say I never think about it
i do
letting go is easier