scared that you will criticize me once more..

I am afraid that
You will criticize me once more.
For acting like a child
And not acting like
The adult that I should be.

And so
I must try my best
Despite all my lost years
To act like an adult

I wish you could realize
That I do not choose to act this way.
I wish you could realize
That even the simplest tasks
Are hard for me.
Because no one was there
Because You were never there.

And as you teach me now
When someone should have thought me long ago
I am slowly learning
Like a child.

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"I wish you could

"I wish you could realize
That I do not choose to act this way.
I wish you could realize
That even the simplest tasks
Are hard for me.
Because no one was there
Because You were never there."

You strum my heart strings.
I did not realize that the boat I was sitting in had a passenger.
Nice to meet you. <3
Lovely dear.


"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo

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aww, I am glad you could

aww, I am glad you could relate. thanks!:)

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Oh, I can relate to this so

Oh, I can relate to this so much. nice write.


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hurtandlost's picture

aw, I am glad you could

aw, I am glad you could relate! thank you.

allets's picture

I learned from

I learned from everywhere

else, not here where

you were knowledge rich

and wonderfully awesome.

 

Did I lack value in your

eye's opinion or was my

face to loving and looking

too often your way?

 

Twice a child is for men.

Once was enough

for me.

 

~~A~~


 

 

hurtandlost's picture

thanks!

thanks!