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Don't be mad

I know I'm not what you expected

I feel like I'm a loser myself, 

I don't need you confirming that

No job, no car, I couldn't even

Win the only thing I ever wanted

Besides taking the blame,

I can't let you know how much 

I love that beating heart 

Of yours

At least smile for me,

Because I enjoy it

Dark allyes and Rabbit holes

Mislead me and misguided me

All along

I know theres nothing much

You can say when people 

Ask you how was your day,

Or whats going on

You'll just smile for me and say;

"Its all good"

I just never showed you

How I feel,

Just like I do to everyone else,

I just shove the people I love,

I wont let them care for me

When they want to embrace me

And put a border between this 

Cold black that surrounds me,

I'll run away

Thats all I could ever do

Run, run, I don't know why

It always feels like

My end is nigh

Even when I wanted something

With all my heart, I couldn't get it

So why should I even fight now?

I know you try to fight for me,

But we both lack the strenght

I'm sorry Dad