The color of disappointment

You aren't just!

You aren't right!

You'll always judge me for every mistake

That I'll make!

For you its never live or die,

Just die motherfucker, just die for me

And let me be free!

Free of your chains

And free of your shit

Those false puppy eyse

Rotting with guilt

 

I'm looking at the mirror

Seeing only my reflection

I'm looking at the mirror

With bloody anticipation

I want my answers

I want my truths

But in the end

I'll shake the thought

That I'm my own cancer!

 

I'm unfed

And unwed

And if you'll bend over

I'll tell you I'm dead

 

So I stick the brush into my veins

And color the mirrors in the color of red!

I said that I'll stop

I said I wont shed

But I just want to see it all

Dripping with the color of my dissapointment

 

Deep within I know

I'll never reach what I want

I know I owe 

Allot to you

Don't worry,

I'll pay you an homage

Its Death's birthday and you're all invited

 

So I'll just sprint naked into the forest!

So I'll just chew on the cud!

Inhale the mud

And look for the god

Who promised me a diffrent ending

 

I'll never get you

I'll never see you

I'll only see me

In everysingle mirror

That remins me

Of everysingle error

 

I'm the virgin of love

I'm the virgin of pride

I'm the virgin of love

I'm the virgin of pride

And I'll paint it all

In the color of my dissapointment!

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Frustration leaking

Blood dripping

Body sinking

 

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SSmoothie's picture

Now that shit was good! Not

Now that shit was good! Not over done pulled back just right and shows artistry! Like he title too! Very apt! Cheers SS 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

nightlight1220's picture

Who says love is only nice

Who says love is only nice things? I don't see you as a virgin at all... lol. Maybe get your hymen checked. 

 

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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

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"and I'll paint it all in the

"and I'll paint it all in the color of my disappointment... "

Well said, huligan.. :)

 

 


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