I'm understanding
The concept of this mess
Refusing to believe
Just stayin'
Wastin'
And I wont move on
Since I can't stop caring
Cultivating the Necrosis
Overpowering the Narcosis
I'm just wavering here
Leting the wind decide
Whether I'll live or die
Sometimes its just egoistical
Understanding that living is mythical
That the Red Riding Hood was an hooker
That Cinderella has huge knokers
But don't get me wrong
Don't bash the gong
The wisest words are the ones
We never hear
Even though our death grows near
This pseudo state of life is like a dance
Vertigo of red blue and black
But taking the dose of you
Its like a trance!
So what if I'm cheating you and myself
I'll just enter the backdoor
Place my pride on the shelf
And reveal the husk
Remoe the mask
And let the wind decide
Whether I'll live or die