Abandonded

Everything happened so suddenly
Like a lightning bolt it struck
And we were down
Both begging for our lives
For all of this to end
No one heard our cries

There was nothing we could do
Looking at you and wondering whats to become of us now
Walking away from this present situation
Trapped within these walls
Flying like a bird
Under a glass lid
Its like were under a microscope
With people observing every minute detail
I need to get away
But theres nowhere I can go
You're always there
Every time I look into the mirror
When I close my eyes
Its been years
Not a day goes by
That I dont think of you
And yet I don't want to
Have anything, nothing, not anymore
To do with you
All the things were said to much
I do love you and that will always stand
It takes almost forever to get over and move on from something like this
Im doing it day by day, and it never gets easier
Why cant things go back to the way there were before
All of this got complicated
Before my life got flipped upside down
I was just your everyday average girl
Now, whose to say what I really am
This hit me like a brick wall
Knocked me right off of my feet
There is no time for what you want from me
I can't live for you anymore
See I've meet someone else
I am no longer abandoned to myself
Would you please tell me
Why things should go back to the way they were before

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lonelymemories's picture

Ive been there before...Its hard...But youve got to move on or lose yourself....This is a good poem...Good luck....