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Understand
What people don't understand
Is that is helps me forget about all of my problems
The urge I have is no new thing for me
Because of this urge
Seeing it, lying there one the table
I have a sudden heat rush
And shivers running up and down my back
Memories of the cold metal
Moveing across my skin
Every bleeding wound
Healing every mental,and emotional pain I have
Everytime thinking "This is the last time."
But it never is
Now I will never have a chance to fix all of my problems
The IS the last time
T ruined my life by doing this
And now I no longer have one
My problems aren't fixed
My life is gone
I've created more suffering then I solved
Why do people not understand
My reasons for doing this?
