i CANT CUT MY WRiST
SO NOW i CUT MY KNEE
i ALWAYS WEAR PANTS
iT FEELS WEiRD
TO CUT MYSELF THERE
i DONT KNOW WHY iM WORRiED
iTS NOT LiKE ANYONE iS GONNA CARE
i LOVE WHEN i CUT
AND iT STARTS TO BLEED
i FEEL GREAT
AND VERY RELiEVED
Author's Notes/Comments:
THE LADY i HAVE MEETiNGS WiTH AND TALK TO ABOUT MY PROBLEMS TOLD ME THAT CUTTiNG MY LEGS iS THE SAME AS CUTTiNG MY WRiST BUT SAFER. i DONT REALLY THiNK iTS THE SAME, i DONT GET THE SAME FEELiNG. YOU HAVE TO WORK HARD TO CUT ON YOUR LEG BUT ON YOUR ARM THE SKiN iS SO SMOOTH iT JUST GLiDES THROUGH.
if it's easiness you want... perhaps death would be a better solution...
don't do anymore of this stupid shit... it isn't worth it... use your words and music *if you love it* to get you through the stuff life throws at you.
Cutting may take the pain away temporarily be replacing it with something else... but it doesn't get rid of it like a good hateful metal song... or any song you think would work.
drop the razor... pick up the headphones... and close your eyes and think about how much you have to live for... cause I can tell you despite the fact we hardly know each other... you got a lot ahead of you... you just don't see it yet.