LYiNG iN MY BED
EYES FULL OF TEARS
SUDDENLY COMiNG TRUE
iS ALL OF MY FEARS
MY DEEP SORROW
iS DRiViNG ME iNSANE
ALL i WANT iS
TO HEAL THiS PAiN
BROKEN HEARTED
i WANT TO SCREAM AND YELL
BUT i MUST NEVER SAY
HOW HARD i FELL
AS THE SUN BEGiNS TO RiSE
i WiPE MY EYES AND PASTE ON A SMiLE
AND ONCE AGAiN
iLL PRETEND EVERYTHiNG iS FiNE FOR AWHiLE
"If you're having fun, enjoy it. If you're angry, then get angry. And when you want to cry go ahead and cry your heart out. You'll feel a lot better after a good cry. And then you'll be able to laugh again. I think it's a lot better than keeping it inside and 'forcing' yourself to smile." - a quotation from Rosette Christopher / I can understand. For me, if ever something gave me hell, I'd go somewhere where rarely anyone is around (often at the dead of night) and scream my heart out. I wouldn't want it to keep it all inside and give off a hurting smile. That's just far worse to deal with when you're hurting on your own...