The Fabric of Our Lives
I’ve wandered about aimlessly, a quest for an end
Of a stronger silk thread and a needle to mend.
Or perhaps a ball of yarn and a strong safety pin.
We’ve counted each string, so long and so thin.
We begin to unravel the fabric of our lives
With trembling fingers and incredibly sharp knives.
A thread at a time, imagining we’re free.
There’s pulling or cutting; one--- two--- three.
We feel helpless and hopeless; past the point of return.
We can become desperate, might it be quicker to burn?
Guilt and anger; and hope and despair;
All threads that we know, all threads worn so bare.
A thread for a birth; a thread for a loss.
Tears come for both; they’re both a coin toss.
A thread for the future, a thread for the past;
One must dissolve, but the other must last.
A thread for the laughter, a thread for the pain;
Can we salvage a fiber; there’s so much to gain.
When we get to the end, will we be full of regret?
There’s no way to not be; we must never forget?
A thread for our hopes, a thread for our dreams,
As we pull at each one, how fragile they seem.
It’s their weaving together that gives them their strength,
Alone they are nothing; just a fiber with color, and texture and length.
We have to make certain theirs are rewoven; and then,
We’ll work to strengthen our own, to begin all again.
Though time may be short, we promise to sew;
The fabric of our lives can begin anew, and begin to re-grow.