freewrite my head noise

We all exist

though we may be deceived

by our thoughts

as we build stories

of our pasts

 

The ones we dreamed up

in our heads

the ones that never 

really happened

 

No, not them 

The ones, mixed

with truths

and fantasy

 

We cannot relive

the past

 

only altered versions

and none of it

is real

 

it's like a reel

a movie 

 

we don't have to

watch it 

 

changing the channel

is an option

 

though, you can

always put the movie

back in

 

but it won't play the same

It never does

it rewrites the versions

 

We are twisted

looking back

at a place

like that

 

Hoping to relive

a moment

we forget 

about 

the present

 

But the past created the present

I can see how it all connects

 

it's a journey

there's use in looking back

to go forward

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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allets's picture

Recreating The Past

Wow, you mean I can rewrite that shit? Oh man, Oh woman! Oh kid! I was born with a silver spoon in my mouth. Oh yes! I like it. We lost our wealth to a ponzi scheme. But, we will rise and become a part of the 1% again! Yea!

 


 

 

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ha

Sure. Change it that much if you like. My memory was erased and replaced with a new program. 


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Head noise?  Good to know I'm

Head noise?  Good to know I'm not the only one with those other voices and sounds echoing inside.

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echo echo echo echo echo echo echo

i don't know why they gotta be all loud and stuff all the time.

but then again i don't really mind so much when they are

because when i asked them to be quieter

and they respected my request,

i started to miss them.

They still there.

Telling grand stories in my inner ears. 

sometimes i wish i could capture every verse.


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Wow I oloved this I could

Wow I oloved this I could sooo relate- nicely written, great format too! Hugss 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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thank ya!

Glad you liked it, Ssmoothie! Big smiles at ya. 

 


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i think we always look back

i think we always look back

 

and i guess your magic worked


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magics and stuff

Hard not to look in rearview mirror as we're kinda taught to drive that way.

 

well, if my magic really worked then there's gonna be a whole lot of good stuff ahead for all of us


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yeap,i need all the good

yeap,i need all the good stuff i can get


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