I'm clawing my way back to love
and trust in the universe
I had lost it for a while
or at least I feel the doubt tightening
Love, starts with the heart
ones own heart
to thine own heart be true
I feel as if I am not honoring my heart
as I want to be part of other things
but I'm tied to a really tight string
and I don't know what to do
I am living with abundance
on a high level
and yet, this world and its monetary ways
are getting in the way of my trust
It is a fearful place to be when letting go
of trust in the waves of love
Focus on my own heart
I need to refind my love for myself
Realize that this IS what I asked for
A safe place to heal
Yet I find myself distrusting
Suspicious of others
As this was prewritten
And I was told I'd have to walk away
But I don't want to
I want to trust in it
Find myself in love with it
And realize I did walk away from it
Whatever IT was
I see what I walked away from
And I do need the rest
It's been a long hard road
I am tired