Standing here dreaming about you,
all of the things we shared
all the stuff we went through.
Waiting for someone to take your place
how come I can't erase, the smile
that only you place.
Although we tried, and there's
no other reason why we should go
on this way, all the games we played.
I don't want anyone but you
I'm so sorry I don't know what else
to do. I can't think you not
being in my life
I always thought I'd be the one
you call your wife.
I calculate all the things that progressed,
how could we not be stressed,
neither of us put forward our best.
I cry at night and dream of all I want,
to say,will I ever have another day,
to convince you that I love you always.
The picket fence, the 2.5 kids, and dog
all of that in love shit,
I can't fathom having it, with, someone else.
My feelings grow
but my pride won't let me show,
how crazy I am about this,
my heartache can't be dismissed.
I don't know how to say I'm sorry and it's hard for me,
to admit I'm wrong,
without you saying that you are wrong to.
Do,your heart my tears, without glancing at my face,
grace, my heart with a promise not to treat me badly,
I see now I'm in love madly.
I will gladly change with a
little help from time,
if I could I'd rewind all the things I said,
let's move ahead,and let go of all the childishness,
I want success, and it's a shame, that it took
all of this to prove that w e belong
together, to weather the storm as it
continues to rain,all these tears shed
especially for the game.
hey gurl~just stopped by your page again, saw your shout out to me & wanted to say thanks..howa re u doin with your situation?hope ok..im doin ok...I like this poem alot.I feel what you write.much love,Jada