Somethings in the air, a smell of loss and fear,
A feeling I can not shake nor make it disappear.
I try to figure it out but a million ideas why,
Why I have this urge inside to cry.
An aching in my stomach will not go away,
a power of engery to confirm, it may.
I just can not shake this feeling, I feel inside,
Yet I have this place of thought to hide.
Somany changes and levels of circumstance.
in the picture screen of my mind I only see a clance.
You know when you get the knowing,
afraid to display the thought of showing.
All I can say is 4444 is the circumference I will only say,
all I can do is focus on the love in my heart for all,
in every day and night I pray.
I dont understand the symbolism for 4444 please mail and explain this piece