hundreds of days and i am here without you
i can't remember the last time
i breathed without
thinking of your smile.
the rain that falls outside
makes faces on my windows, my eyes.
i laugh when sunlight tickles me and i cry
when i hear our song on the radio.
i am going crazy without you
please remember me when you kiss her,
because i can't stop remembering you.
why do i feel like this
its really only been minutes, and i am
still so lonely, so sad
shaking and away from everyone.
help me please and
i will miss you
if you ever leave me...i guess
i am not the best person now
but its not my fault i am sorry
forgive me for what i have done
let my dove spread her wings
and fly into the happy sunlight
so i may smile again. i want to dance
i want to sing, i want to
make you proud.
i can't stand this sadness
i can't shake it off
all it does
is kill me from the inside out.
its like a disease,
a disease in my head
and i don't know what to do,
its like i have a little mouse in my head
who is the saddest mouse
and he controls me
into a nutcase
who cannot control her emotions
who crys at any sight
who cannot sleep at night at all
who is waiting for someone
to rescue her from this hell
please come
please i am pleading on my
hands and knees, god help me
please tell me
what to do
and you didn't
you never told me
i had to figure it out myself,
so thanks for making me
strong and my eyes aren't
tired anymore,
don't try that again.
dont try to kill me
because i will just push you away
push you away
from me.
I think it's hard for me to relate to this poem as I'm about as far from a romantic as you can get.
On the other hand I do like the reference to the mouse and how you fit that into the poem.