I sit here, thinking.
Thinking about the past.
Thinking about the present.
Thinking about the future.
I think about what I would be like in five years.
If I would have done all the things I wanted to do.
If i would be living the good life that I wanted. Or living my life in misery and hoping that I would just die.
Would have all of my wishes come true?
Would have all of my goals been achieved? Or would have all of my nightmares finally caught up with me.
Or my worst fears come alive.
All i do is think, think, and think.
About lost loves.
About friends and family.
About how I want to live.
And so I'm still here.
Sitting.
Thinking.
And always will be.