Dirty Shoelaces
Today I hung myself with a dirty shoelace and I thought I knew why.
I thought it was for all the times you choked me. I thought it was for all the times you poked me.
I thought it was for all the times you called me a nigger, a chink, a wetback.
I thought it was for all the times you kicked me. I thought it was for all the times you spit upon me.
I thought it was because you pulled my hair. I thought it was because I always smelled like bacon.
I thought it was because I always ate free lunch. I thought it was because my nose was flat and wide.
I thought it was because I was a little too black. I thought it was because I was Michael Jackson black.
I thought it was because I wasn’t tan enough. I thought it was because I spoke differently.
I thought it was because I had long hair. I thought it was because you couldn’t pronounce my name.
I thought it was because I was short. I thought it was because I was fat.
I thought it was because my hair wasn’t straight enough.
I thought it was because my lips were too big.
I thought it was because my eyes weren’t round enough.
I thought it was because I wasn’t pretty enough.
I thought it was because I existed.
I now realize I’m a voice for the muted. I’m a dream for the King. I’m a hope for the hopeless.
Will you promise me to rid the world of dirty shoelaces?
Would you testify under oath?
On your mother’s grave?
A pinky promise?
Thanks.