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Habeeby God
He mourns my sorrow
And resonates my pain in the beautiful violence of nature
He wishes he could take my cancer
He wishes he could bare my pain
My Lord, I do not want to be this person that I have become,
Can I ask you to lift this evil from me?
Can you teach me to love and forgive like Jesus
When others torture me
And can you forgive me the torture of others?
My Lord I do not feel like I exist most times,
All I feel is pain and loneliness
I have created such a dank and unhappy home
I have been so selfish, an addict, and so full of hatred
I know that Jesus came down as a man
To teach me how to be a man
But the pain is so unbearable sometimes,
and the loneliness of my mind destroys me inside out :(
Do you feel pain Lord?
When your children hurt each other
Are those your tears falling in the rain?
