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Now here we go again with all this fucking pain,

Will it go away so I can be happy again?

Cause fuck this shit it I aint got time to be sad,

For now ill just put thoughts down on the pad,

Im struggling to sleep on my own,

I keep checking for a message on my phone,

Hoping you thought about me tonight,

I check it, no message, oh that’s alright,

I really wanna message you again though,

I see you online, active one minute ago,

Just give you some time and a little space,

I just don’t want our friendship to disappear without a trace.

Fucking it up with you was pretty fucking sad,

I said some shit and I think I made you mad,

I sucked all your energy, love and time,

I lowkey feel like ive committed a friend crime.

You told me your life even unlocked it with a key,

I fucked it all over when you put your trust to me.

My bro it was wrong and I feel guttered,

When I told the truth I shouldn’t have muttered,

I never talk shit and play little games,

It didn’t feel that way it just felt insane,

I was bullied into it to tell you the truth,

When I wouldn’t say something he hit the fucking roof.

Not making excuses thou it was un fair to you,

Im sorry my bro for not staying true.

I hate myself for allowing this to all go on,

In my heart and head I know it was wrong,

Please forgive me when I tell you my shame,

I understand if you think im looking to blame.

I got your back girl I wouldn’t lie about inner feeling,

Im sorry its you who has been dealing,

With the stress and the shit,

I just never want our friendship to split,

I become upset and drift away,

I end up not knowing what to say.

Soo here goes something I was trying to point out,

I am really ashamed of my actions no doubt.

I love you my friend like a different kind,

Just when you see me please speak whats on your mind.