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I'm Sorry
I have always felt sorry for the people I know;
I feel sorry for their eyes;
The have to look at my ugly face;
I feel sorry for their ears;
They have to hear my retched voice;
I feel sorry for everyone I love;
They will just get hurt;
I will open up to them and they will not understand the pain i feel on a daily basis;
They will worry;
So I close off myself to save their hearts and minds from pain;
I isolate myself so I don't feel in front of people.
They just don't understand that I am doing it for them;
I feel sorry that they have to be around me;
I feel sorry that they have to live on the same planet with a pathetic, useless lump of flesh full of sorrow, hate, and pain;
My name is Tori, But you can call me what I think I am;
A stupid, idiotic, bitch that has no life other then being the misery to everyone I know.
So I am sorry.
Don't be sorry
Don't be sorry for being around and being you. You are amazing and you are here for a reason. We all are. Whether we know what that is or not, we have to follow the path we choose and go after it full force. I am jealous of everyone that gets to be around you everyday. Mainly because I don't get to be around you at all. You mean the world to more than just me. Just remember you ARE beautiful and you Are loved. I mean that. If you ever need to talk, you know how to get a hold of me. I am always here for you no matter what. Please remember that.
:)
You found me when I was lost! You saved me when I had no future. You and my girls are my future now. Thank you for everything. You make me warm when I have been so cold for so long.
We are all just litter boxes waiting to be cleaned out. And when we die we are finally clean. Don't fear death... welcome it ... when it is time.
I am not going anywhere. You
I am not going anywhere. You and your girls are my now and my future. <3 Hold your head high beautiful and know that it will all be ok.