Not far from the side of the road, a place hidden and filled with discontent
I lay dormant from the days of unforgiven desires, a wild child of a colorful life ended
Sleepless nights will never fall into my realm again, as I forget the days that have long passed
Bringing me to an everlasting thought of who left my side to create chaos in my soul
Relentless torment of the nights have laid on me torturous memories, I reclaim the soul stolen
I leapt from a higher ground of evil, a more reluctant devil in clothing of beauty and sweetness
Coming to remove me from the clarity of life and to destroy the last of my love for it
Life a distance so far now only but feet remain between us, deep within the chasms of hell
I walk to the edge of mine ending, carrying burdens so heavy that my legs can go no more
Regrets of how destiny created such a loom of deceit and falsehood, loving that which is not mine
Take me to where my creation will end, to where my soul shall return to the sands of time
Where my body will become one with the earth, only to stand and be counted for in memories
I take this blade of hate and drag it upon the forehead of mine enemies, destroying all hopes
The one that killed my spirit and took my energy, shall not take me to the ever passing lake
I shall stride into the abyss with blood on my hands, I ended the once upon a time in my head
You didn’t kill me, you didn’t win the game of my own life, you played but I mated myself
The light has flashed; it has become a cold dreary blackness in my mind, I stand alone
Shattered is my future with you, I am gone to the past to recall all we were and could have been
Life ended in a blissful silence of pure glory, all the voices in my head now quiet to let me sleep
Numbness overwhelms me, I see you leaving me going to your own place, and I have died alone