SLIPPING ONTO THE HORIZON BR310808
How would you feel when the cat is MiauoooING outside ?
and you, you are desperate to call your mother, 10,000 kms away
when no phone answer , and you expect the worst
and finally , you’ve got through
and you talk with the old angel
and your sister tells you , she is in bed
she is strugling to hold one glass in her hand
and we have started to count down.
And all the family from overseas are come,
to may be say good bye
when you need the money , you probably, thrown away before
and now , it is to hard to even count the pennies
how I would like to turn back the time
and think wisely and properly,
but , even now, I can not control those stupid trends
How do you feel , if your Dad killed himself
because , the house felt empty ,
all the kids overseas and away in their affairs
Sad, life, tricky, little shit, you are just a smoke of breath
How can you listen my songs in the silence?
How beautiful they sound, when you are now in heaven
How beautiful and warm, were your arms,
When I was so indefensible
Naive, you were my protection, my heat, my God
Still , you are my tears in my heart
I can feel you, you slipping away off my life
Now, when I feel in my tears and my blood
It is all part of you.
I can only cry of happiness, and joy
And wish you a nice and smooth dream
You know, how I wish to be next to you
And pretend not to cry and smile until your last breathe
And sing you, your favourite song
Thanks for still smiling, and try to make it easy for us
You have been always strong until the last minute
But I am not; I need to learn that from you
And I am just writing something
I would love to tell you, but I can’t.
Because, I have to smile mother to let you go, with my GOD
And next to my father
Thanks for everything, everything, my words, before you go
BIG KISS IN THE DISTANCE, but you will be always in my heart
And Now I feel your resurrection with Moya, 5 months old daughter
Coming to my life. GOD WITH YOU ALWAYS
With all the LOVE of the Universe............to my Mother