Living Without You

Life without you is horrible?
Pshhh! I think not! you ruined
me with your lies and promises.

I promised myself. Love. Happiness.
Independence. None I could achieve.
Impossible under your
spotlight.

I couldn't walk near, talk to,
laugh with, or hug another boy.
I was scared on the inside. But at
times, you were amazing.

So irresistible... the things you said
the way you talk, the way you laughed
even the way you walked. I was in love.
OBSESSED!

Soon, we got close. Comfortable. We
trusted each other. We told each other
our inner most fears and secrets

Soon you became
a MONSTER. no feelings. no emotions. I
was no longer that important. You did what
you wanted. But I couldn't do what I.

I was never his girlfriend
what was I really? well, I can't say
but now I know that I am happy and free.
I did it. I'm doing it. I'm living without you.

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