I sit here in this quiet room,
Not having a clue what to do,
I feel that if I let it out,
It will cause nothing but screams and shouts
I do not want you to hate me,
So I let you go uneasily
But seeing you there in that place that night,
Takes me back to the day we sailed so high
I thought we would one day be together,
But you left me here to cry and wither
I do not blame you for doing so,
You felt you'd lose the one you first chose
But like I said,
When you laid your eyes upon me there,
I felt as if the spark still flared
Burning tension that I felt,
Made me want to take control
Her stares put a hole through me harshly
And yet I kept watching, wanting...
I felt as if you felt it too...
It takes me back to that day we shared
And I'll smile and wish we had gone the distance
I hope one day we'll meet again
And those feelings will surface and make us spin
But as for now, I'll sleep and wonder...
I'll be walking through the crowd...
Not knowing where to start...
And just as I feel I should give up
I look up and there you are...