I find myself sitting in my rusty car
No carpet...
Currently the air is off
Leaving me in the 95 degree weather
I'm sweating...
I just sit here though
Knowing I'm in agony...
I don't care
A cup of water...ice melting
A good book...I have yet to pick up
And my phone...that has yet to ring
It won't sadly...
I feel alone...
Most of the time I am,
Well, when you are working that is
I stretch my leg over across my seat
The fabric is hot against my skin
Even though the passenger side is empty,
I feel her...
She is here with me...
She always is though
She looks just the same,
The same as she did six months before she left...
Golden hair,
Noble bright eyes full of wisdom
Laughter fills my mind
While smoke rolls out of the window
Time passes and she leaves me...again
She visits often though
I can smell her scent on my steering wheel
An old, musty, nicotine, and lilac aroma
I feel safe...
Sweat rolls down my face,
I turn off the ignition,
Get my glass...ice is now gone
Book in hand...still not a chapter read
I shut my door and smile
As she sits once again on the passenger side
Smoking another long cigarette
Awwww... So cute, Brandy Hannan. Love it :)