temporary places
where i can hide
in your heart i remain
waiting for it to beat the same
as mine
finding love that never lasts
thought i had found my heart in you
never being happy with who i am
just wanting anyone to want me
then ill be okay
temporary places
beneath my skirt
of my heart
it lifts and the show begins
a girl in silk dresses
walking towards you its timeless
and on repeat
she trips and falls into you arms
shes drunk
she longs to fall into sleep and forget
forget herself to you
for such a person who has such a self
it seems stupid
the show its a masequarade
she wants to be your wife
protected from the world and herself
but all she finds are temporary places
to rest her head
to coma out
shes had too much
too much of this live
shes drunk and spewing
rejecting it all
apperances can be decieving
she knows as she shows herself
all bones and so so pretty
but sooner or later youll see her inability
and thats why she can only rest for a short time
in temporary havens
of somebodys arms
to rock her to sleep
so she can sleep
so thinking shes found it in you
until she can no longer sleep again
her face becomes a shadow of what she used to be
shes living of you
until all the blood is gone.
im nothing but a leech.
there's no more fairytales.
(I cant accept responsibilty for all I have forsaken
Searching for love in temporary places
my soul is windowless
big thick bars)